Upon waking up
at eight thirty the next morning,
nothing on his mind but the infernal itching in his cast, Michael bared
his
teeth at the plaster and began to dig at the culprit. Finding a pen on
the
bedside table, he began to scratch his wrist with the tool, smiling
like a
young child as the itch was appeased.
Jameison,
looking tired and yet very pleased with himself walked in with a
plastic tub
filled with Michael's blood-soaked clothes. He held them out pitifully
while
Mike curiously scrapped around, keeping his wallet, car and house keys,
and
watch.
"The rest
of that is all ruined?" He asked, rather liking the shirt that had his
blood spattered all over it.
Dr. Jameison
nodded with sympathy on his face. "Afraid so, most of
it's tattered and bloody. If you want to get rid of it, just throw it
away here and it'll get to the dumpster eventually."
"Alright,
throw it out." Mike grudged, really liking the shirt he'd ruined. He
immediately berated his own stupidity at falling asleep at the wheel,
only he
could manage sleeping on the highway. Only lucky he hadn't hit anyone
else, he
supposed.
Just as
Jameison started to leave to dispose of the clothes, Gemma caught his
arm and
spun him around.
"Brad, is
it nine yet? I have to leave-"
"Eight
forty-five, why?"
She turned an
eyebrow up. "I said, I have to leave, my guitar is coming out of the
shop
today."
His face lit
up. "Oh really? It's been there for ages, are you
going to play again?"
She nodded
enthusiastically. "Yes! I looked into the Wave, and they have open mic
night tomorrow night, at eight o' clock. If I'm here from nine to nine,
I might
have one good set to offer."
Jameison
clapped once, plastic tub tucked under one arm. "Excellent!"
A nurse
pressed her way past Jameison and Gemma, holding a stack of clothes for
Mike.
"A guy
named Eric left these for you late last night. Said you'd
need them." She said with a pleasant smile.
Mike smiled
and picked through the necessities Eric had left him. Socks,
boxers, pants, shirt. His shoes were in the half closet by the door.
"Thanks, I should probably wear something out of here, right?"
The nurse
smiled again and left him, closing the door.
Mike dressed
hurriedly, knowing that the doors didn't lock from the inside to allow
him any
privacy, and the adjoining room's member was using the rest room, so he
was
pretty much limited to this room. Finally having buttoned up the denim
Oxford shirt, he ran his
fingers through his hair and tried to cover a small bruise that had
surfaced on
his upper right forehead. He then proceeded to lace up his shoes and
exit the
room with full intent of getting some food before leaving. One meal had
survived him so far, but his stomach was growling absently.
"Food
food food food..." He muttered, searching for the cafèteria with
no
avail.
Finally he found it, one floor up, hiding from him.
His cast
proved to be the biggest nuisance to him throughout the entire meal
that he
ate, preventing him from using his left hand for even the most menial
tasks. So
he fumbled his way through and eyed his watch. Nine o' clock
sharp.
"Leave
leave leave leave..." He parodied himself slightly.
He paid the
hefty bill ("I'm sorry, I thought you said one
thousand pounds! Oh, you did? DAMNIT!") and left,
curiously depressed to be leaving the hospital. He sat on the outdoor
bench,
squinting into the October sun and looking urgently for Graham's dusty
colored
Mini.
Fifteen
minutes later, with nothing from Graham, he kicked the wall and started
to walk
home. After all, twenty six blocks was a healthy walk. He kidded
himself saying
he needed the excercise. With a roll of his eyes he began to set off
when a
familiar voice interrupted his angry gait.
"Not walking,
I hope."
He spun
around, eyeing Gemma, standing with car keys out and ready. "Oh, well,
my
friend has failed to show up."
She put on an
empathetic face. "Poor thing, how many blocks are you goin'?"
"Twenty-six,"
he mumbled, kicking the heel of his left shoe with his right foot.
Her jaw
dropped slightly. "Oh no you don't! Come on, I'll
give you a ride." She tugged his arm, casted or not, over to her small
car. He marveled for a moment at the intense red she'd chosen before
slipping
inside.
"Thanks a
lot, you're doing so much for me and I've just-" He tucked the bags of
food stuffs and stuffed animals between his legs while talking to her
as she
started the car
As he began to
express his gratitude, she scoffed and waved it off. "Don't go thanking
me.
I don't think Hitler could have let a man who just got out of a car
accident
walk twenty-six blocks just to go home."
"Hitler
could have done it, and I think someone as intelligent as you could
figure that
out." He said, eyeing her suspiciously.
She shrugged.
"He WAS crazy."
Mike laughed
and looked out the window, watching the trees fly by.
She slowed
down suddenly, almost to a stop. "Where am I going?"
"Oh! 344 Warwick-"
She nodded. "Got it. I'm going to 345, if it makes you feel any
better."
"You
leave something in Larry's shop?" He asked, knowing his neighbor
repaired
violins and other stringed instruments for a living.
She nodded,
eyes never leaving the road. "Yeah, my old Washburn
guitar. I screwed up the neck after staining the wood myself. Never was
good at the putting it back together part." She smiled sheepishly.
There was an
awkward silence as the car roared along, radio on but too quiet to hear
what
was playing.
"So,
Mike, what do you do for a living?" Gemma asked, curious but yet still
wary of talking to him with the presence of Jonas still hovering in her
mind.
He shifted.
"I'm a writer in a comedy series. The first show airs some time next
week,
after it's done editing."
"Ooh!
Television show, huh?" She was instantly interested.
He nodded.
"Yeah, I've been doing stage and theater since I was in college."
She looked at
him suddenly. "You were on other shows?"
"Yes, I
was on 'Now!' and 'Do Not Adjust Your Set.'" He answered, still feeling
like she was only talking to him because he was sitting in her car.
She smiled,
impressed. "Impressive, if I can say that without having a biased
opinion."
"Biased
how?" He was curious.
She shrugged,
looking at him for once. "Well, have you ever been impressed by an
actor
that you've never seen any of their work? Having met you I'm sure
you're great
at it."
He blushed
slightly, cursing his mild shyness. "Not biased," he mumbled.
Gemma blushed,
now, looking at her feet. "In an infinite universe-"
"Anything
is possible." Mike finished, looking up.
She looked
fully at him, ignoring the road. "Do you read Nietzsche?" She asked,
wonderment in her voice.
He shrugged
one shoulder, smile working it's way to his face.
"I used to read him all the time, for philosophy and such. Great man."
"'And if
you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.'" She
threw at him, wondering what quote he would cough up.
He stroked his
chin comically. "What shall I top it with?"
She smiled.
"I'd like to see you try!"
"'Architecture,
in general, is frozen music.'" He responded, quite pleased.
Gemma sighed
and looked back to the road. "'On the mountains of truth you can never
climb in vain: either you will reach a point higher up today, or you
will be
training your powers so that you will be able to climb higher
tomorrow.'"
Michael
clapped. "My good lady, I have been beaten!"
She feigned a
look of shock. "Did I win?"
He smiled
wickedly. "Well, give me one more chance."
"Shoot!"
"'Courageous,
untroubled, mocking, and violent-that is what Wisdom wants us to be.
Wisdom is
a woman, and loves only a warrior.'" He finished finally.
Gemma
whistled. "Sir knight, I lay my sword at your feet!"
He laughed
again, turning to see how her expression matched. "Really though,
there's
a lot more to be said on the subject."
"I'll
have to concur, my friend. Philosophy is highly underestimated today."
She
said, slowing as she neared the end of their trip.
Gemma found
herself dreading letting him out of the car and watching him walk out
of her
life. Not since Jonas had died had she found somebody she could talk to
about
something so unique as Nietzsche, or agree on in the
first place. Nietzche was a anti-God, she was sure of
it.
She stopped in
front of the modestly sized apartment and giggled at the small black
labrador
puppy with its wet nose pressed against the glass, tail wagging so
ferociously
it was beating itself up.
"Oh Christ, how many times has he crapped on the floor to be
so happy to see me?" He muttered, unbuckling his seat belt.
Gemma laughed
again, smiling at Mike after she stopped her guffaws. "Well, as fun as
it
was, I do have a guitar to pick up and you have a dog to beat with a
rolled up
newspaper."
He nodded
slightly. "This is true, once again."
"Thanks
for giving me a dose of philosophy, it was fun." She said it, and meant
it.
Thoughts
flashed through Mike's head quickly. "Yeah, thanks to you too. For the
ride, for the conversation. Thanks."
"No
problem, I enjoyed it, like I said." She smiled again.
With sudden
ferocious thought, Mike leaned forward and kissed her on the cheek
before
climbing out of the car and flying up the steps to his apartment, door
unlocking in record time and not even caring that his dog was licking
and
smelling him up the wazoo. His heart thudded almost as hard as Gemma's
while
she stared at the closed door that Mike leaned against, hand on her
cheek and a
small smile.
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