Eric stood in front of Lisa, looking at her expectantly. He
was wearing a pair of jeans with a t-shirt and a jacket, and his
expression had an almost stern tinge to it. Once he caught sight
of the obvious distress in her face, however, his countenance softened
a bit.
“Wh…what are you doing here?” she said in nearly a whisper, finally
able to find her voice again.
“Er…” Eric began awkwardly, averting his eyes. “Lisa, I…I noticed
you’ve been avoiding me of late.” He looked back up at her, in time to
catch her incredulous look.
“What on earth are you talking about? Avoiding you??” she returned, her
tone a mix of confusion and exasperation.
“Alright, look…I…I suppose you don’t want to have anything to do
with me, especially after what occurred several nights ago and early
yesterday, but I have a confession to make,” he blurted out.
Lisa furrowed her brow in confusion and watched him as he began
fidgeting with his hands.
“I recall our earlier conversation, in which you told me that you were
Mike’s girl and that we could never be more than friends,” he nearly
mumbled as he began to blush madly and averted his eyes once again.
Lisa shut her eyes as a knot began to form in her stomach.
She knew full well what was coming.
“I wanted to apologize for my behavior,” he said somberly as he looked
up at her with apologetic eyes.
Lisa opened her eyes and looked at him curiously. This was
what he needed to tell her at 6 am? He merely wanted to apologize
for his behavior? She took a deep breath and a smile twitched at
her lips. She had been worried for nothing. “Well, I suppose I
accept your apology, Eric,” she said, giggling sheepishly as she was
still relieved it was nothing more than that. “I admit that I
wasn’t sure you understood, and I was quite embarrassed when you saw me
changing out of my costume. But, did you have to wake me at 6 am
to tell me?”
“Oh…er…well, we’re going to start filming at 8, 8:30, so I wanted to
make sure I would have time to tell you personally. I reckon
you’re heading back to London today, right?”
“Oh…yes,” she nodded, still a bit stunned.
Eric smiled. “Well, anyway, that’s my apology… oh, and there’s
something else,” he suddenly stated as he removed something from his
jacket pocket.
Lisa’s eyes widened as he produced a tiny, red velvet bag with a
drawstring closure and presented it to her.
“Perhaps this will make amends?” he said hopefully.
Lisa dumbly took the bag from him and when she opened it, her mouth
gaped open. Inside was a ring, set with two small diamonds in a
delicate pattern. “Oh, my God,” Lisa muttered, her voice wavering.
Eric’s eyes shone brightly and his smile widened as he watched her
reaction. She slipped it on her ring finger and studied it.
Apart from being a bit too large, something didn’t seem right and her
brow wrinkled in confusion. It was almost as if it didn’t belong
on her finger, as if it was somehow out of place.
Suddenly, realization shone in her eyes as she figured it out.
Eric took hold of her hands and held them in his own. “Lisa…I suppose
this may seem a bit too forward, I may be overstepping my bounds and
all that. I realize we’ve only known each other for a little over
two days, but I know what I’m feeling is right,” he said as he looked
into her eyes.
Lisa stared back at him, her face nearly expressionless but her eyes
revealing that she was terrified.
Eric didn’t seem to notice, however, as he continued his declaration.
“From
the moment I first laid eyes on you, I was attracted by your
beauty. Then, when you revealed your devotion to Mike, I was
attracted by your
loyal, caring nature. I suppose there isn’t any other way to say
this, but… I really love you and I’d like to be more than friends.”
Lisa’s mouth dropped to the floor.
“Not quite the reaction I was hoping for,” Eric chuckled sheepishly.
“Oh, my…is this what I think it is?” she asked, her voice wavering once
again.
Eric looked at her and nodded shyly.
Lisa gasped in disbelief. “I…I just cannot believe this,” she
exclaimed in as low a voice as she could, careful not to wake up the
other guests in the hotel.
Eric gave her a look of pity.
“I hoped I wouldn’t have to tell you again how I feel about Michael,”
she continued as her eyes began to glisten with unshed tears.
She saw Eric’s chest heave as he took in a deep breath and slowly let
it out.
“And yet, the fact that you went to all the trouble to buy me a ring…”
she trailed off as she looked once again at the diamond ring on her
finger; a very pretty ring, but yet a ring that still felt out of place
on her
finger.
Lisa squeezed her eyes shut and sunk to the floor. She sat
with her back up against the wall, feeling as if she was caught between
a rock and a hard place. “Oh, my God, I…I can’t believe this is
happening,” she blurted out before her voice was swept away by the
flood of tears.
Eric sat down next to her, looked at her sadly and began to massage her
right shoulder.
“I just spent one of the most incredible nights with Michael, and now
you’ve put me in the awkward position of choosing between him and you,”
she sobbed.
Eric sighed heavily as he continued massaging her shoulder. “Yes, I
know,” he blurted out, blushing immediately as he realized he may have
stuck his foot in his mouth.
Lisa’s sobbing stopped abruptly and she whipped her head around.
“You know?? How the hell do you know?” she asked, her voice
eerily
quiet.
“I…I followed you to the beach and I witnessed every bit of your
incredible night,” Eric replied, his voice thick and his blush
deepening.
Lisa’s eyes narrowed angrily. “You WHAT?! You actually followed
us?? You were STALKING us???” she spat out, raising her voice a bit
more than she would have liked.
“Shh!” Eric immediately shushed her.
“I don’t believe this,” she hissed, lowering her voice. “How the
hell did you know where we went? Did you secretly implant some sort of
bug in Michael’s car so that you’d be able to track our every move?”
she said in a very biting way.
For a moment, Eric was very stung by what she said. Somewhere,
deep down inside, he knew that following Michael was the most
ridiculous thing he could ever do, but he forced himself to go along so
he could
get a taste of what might have been if Lisa was his girl. He
couldn’t admit that he was jealous of his good friend.
“I’m just so shocked…we can’t do anything without you stumbling upon
us. We can’t do anything alone in private, because you’ll always
be there. Is that how it is?” she said bitterly, her tears
resurfacing.
Eric opened his mouth as if he was about to say something, but changed
his mind and shut it. “Alright,” he sighed. “The only explanation
I can give you is that I wanted to see for myself what I would be doing
if you were my girl.” Now his voice was beginning to waver.
Lisa studied his face before looking back down at the ring which
sat awkwardly on her finger. She knew deep down that Michael was
the only one for her, or at least she thought she did. How could
she sit there and destroy Eric, though, after what he had initially
said
and after he had actually given her a ring? And especially after
Michael
had told her he'd just gone through a divorce and was obviously still
hurting?
She had never been in such a complicated position in her life. She felt
Eric stroking her hair, and it was actually a comforting gesture.
She sighed and shut her eyes.
They reopened quickly as she heard shuffling feet and the sound of
someone clearing his throat.
Lisa slowly looked up to her left and her heart felt sick as she
witnessed Michael standing just outside the door to their hotel room,
casting a wary eye down on her and Eric. As she slowly stood up,
she noticed that he was fully dressed in a light blue buttoned-down
shirt
and jeans.
Eric eased up off the floor himself and stared at Michael like a
deer caught in headlights.
Michael took notice of the ring on Lisa’s finger, and he fixed Eric
with a hard glare. “Having a little heart-to-heart, are you,” he spat
out, his anger beginning to flare up.
Lisa’s eyes became intensely apologetic, and at that moment she wanted
to rip the ring off her finger, run into his arms, and apologize a
hundred and one times to him. Eric beat her to it, though.
“Mike! Um…this isn’t what it looks like,” he said nervously.
Michael ceased his glare for a moment to roll his eyes. “Oh, please,
Eric, I see the damn ring on her finger. How daft do you think I
am?” He folded his arms over his chest and stared hard at Eric, waiting
for a more suitable explanation.
“Alright, Mike, I’ll give you the best explanation I can,” Eric said
quickly, trying as hard as possible to avoid Mike’s glare. “I…I
know you love Lisa, but I love her as well and I tried to make her
understand that I wanted to be more than just friends, and…” Eric
trailed off and looked at Michael worriedly. For a while, Michael
just glared
at him, his eyes shooting daggers.
“Piss off, you stupid git. I already proposed to her,” Michael
finally spat out.
For a split second, both Lisa and Eric looked at Michael with wide
eyes. Michael turned once again to Eric and fixed him with a
deadly glare. He then turned toward Lisa and his glare softened a
bit before he abruptly turned around and went back into his room,
slamming the door behind him.
Lisa stared at the door which Michael had gone through only seconds
before. Her mouth was gaping open, and her eyes blinked furiously
as the tears were beginning to work their way to the surface once
again. She felt Eric put a hand on her shoulder and she flinched
slightly. She didn’t bother looking at him to see how her
movement seemed to hurt him somewhat.
“Lisa…”
Lisa didn’t answer him, but merely sniffled and reached into her
pocket for a tissue.
“Lisa, Mike proposed to you?” Eric asked her, his voice full of pity
for her and thick with sorrow.
Once again, she didn’t reply. She had been caught a bit off-guard
by Michael’s comment, as he hadn’t proposed to her, at least not
formally. She wasn’t about to tell Eric that, though, because she
didn’t know where it would lead.
Finally, she looked back at him and when she saw the sadness in his
eyes, she felt as if she would cry again. She knew she loved
Michael more than anything, but she did care for Eric and she didn’t
like to see
him hurting either. For a moment, his clear blue eyes pierced her
bluish-gray ones, and time seemed to stop...
Lisa blinked and looked around at the huge dining hall she found
herself in. It was the first day of her very first term – her
very
first year – at Oxford. The room was bustling with students and
faculty alike, some of them with a keen familiarity of the place that
it just seemed natural for them to be there, and others who were new
like she was and perhaps
a bit nervous but didn’t have any problems making friends.
Lisa shut her eyes for a fleeting moment and sighed. This place
was so different from the rather small secondary school she had just
graduated from the previousspring. She hadn’t started university in the
autumn term
as most of the other students had because she had applied late.
She
had also been working full-time and was not able to give up her job at
the
time. Oxford seemed so overwhelming and she was never very good
at
making friends, due to her extreme shyness. With her eyes shut,
she
tried to conjure up memories of her small school and her close friends,
hoping
it would make her feel better.
“Are you alright?”
Her eyes flew open and she caught sight of a young man standing in
front of her, holding a lunch tray and looking concerned. He was
not too tall – about five foot ten, thin but with a slightly stocky
frame,
had short, dark brown hair parted on the side and greenish-grayish
eyes. He wore a crisp, button-down white shirt with a black
jacket and matching trousers.
He looked at her expectantly and she was unaware she had been staring
at him.
“Oh…I’m sorry,” she said apologetically in a very soft voice.
“I...”
He gave her a kind smile, and it made her feel warm inside.
“…It’s my first day here,” she continued as she worked up the courage
to speak to him. “I went to a very small secondary school and
this place is a bit…overwhelming,” she giggled sheepishly.
He giggled softly, almost affectionately. Again, it made her feel
very warm inside. “I understand how you feel. It’s a
very common reaction amongst many first-years round here,” he
said.
“Would you like to sit down?”
She looked at him and nodded timidly. The kind smile returned,
and he gestured to an empty table in front of a window overlooking one
of the gardens.
Lisa set her lunch bag down and began to remove her sandwich. He
picked up his knife and fork, about ready to plunge them into his
chicken when he made direct eye contact with her. She blushed
faintly and allowed a small smile to form on her lips as she averted
her eyes. It resulted in another affectionate smile from him. She
looked back up
at him and could see the question that was apparently plaguing
him.
She began to blush again as she realized how stupid she was for not
introducing herself in the first place.
“I’m Lisa Dobson,” she said, clearing her throat and offering her hand
to him.
“Michael Palin,” he said softly as he reached out and shook her hand.
She felt a tingling sensation as her hand gripped his and she smiled at
him. “So, what are you studying?” she asked, attempting to make
conversation.
Michael looked up from his chicken. “Oh…er, Modern History,” he
said shyly.
She nodded thoughtfully. “Oh, modern history…nothing medieval or
anything?” she asked as she blushed a bit. She thought she must
have sounded a bit too forward asking something like that.
“Not exclusively,” he replied. “It is one of my interests and I
have studied it a great deal, though. My friend is really big on
medieval history. Sometimes I think he’s a bit too obsessed with
it,” he giggled nervously.
She smiled broadly and giggled a bit. She found herself relaxing
with him, and was glad she was making a new friend on only her first
day.
Michael smiled at her and seemed to be really enjoying her
company. He had dated a few girls at Oxford before, but most of
them were quite aggressive and boisterous. He would arrive back
from excursions with them, wishing that for once he would meet a girl
who was shy, sweet and unassuming.
She seemed to fit the description.
Suddenly he blushed inwardly and scoffed at himself. Why was he
thinking like this already? He’d only known her for about half an hour
now, and he was thinking of seriously dating her? “Uh…so, how
about you?” he asked as he cleared his throat.
She opened her mouth and looked at him blankly.
“Oh, what am I saying?” he berated himself softly. “It’s only
your first day. I should know better than to ask something like
that,” he giggled sheepishly.
“No, that’s alright,” she said softly. “I’m aiming toward the
sciences.”
Michael looked at her expectantly.
“Um, Earth sciences…you know, Geology, Geophysics,” she elaborated,
blushing.
“Ah,” he nodded, a small smile twitching at his lips. “That’s
quite interesting. I’ve never met a girl who was into strict
sciences before. Most of the ones I knew were into theater arts,
even cosmetology,” he giggled.
She giggled back nervously.
“I had to take a general Earth science course a while back, and it
wasn’t actually a bad experience,” he continued.
She beamed at him. No one had really ever taken an interest in
anything she was interested in. Michael seemed to be very sincere
and it made her take even more of a liking to him. She finished her
sandwich and took one last sip of milk as she watched him eat the last
bit of his chicken and wash it down with a cup of tea.
“Well, it was very nice meeting you,” he smiled as he moved to get up
out of his chair.
Lisa looked at him and seemed a bit sad that he was going to be
leaving. She wanted to say something to him, ask him if he
usually ate in here around this time, or give him her dorm phone number
or something. At the moment, she felt too numb to say anything,
though.
He paused as he picked up his tray, an idea suddenly coming to him.
“Um…Lisa…” he began hesitantly.
She looked at him questioningly and felt as if she was going to melt as
he referred to her by her first name for the very first time.
“What are you doing now? Do you have any lectures or otherwise to
attend?” he asked softly as he looked into her eyes.
She felt the warm feeling return as she pondered the question. “No, I
only have an Introduction to Geology lecture at 3 pm,” she replied as
she shook her head.
Michael smiled shyly. It was only about 1:15 and he hadn’t
spent enough time with her. He thought he would show her around
the campus, so that he would get more of an opportunity to get to know
her better and make her feel more at home. “Would you like to walk with
me? I’ll take you on a little tour of the campus so it won’t seem
as overwhelming to you, and we can talk a little more,” he said gently.
A smile spread across her face. She realized that this guy
really cared for her, and it made her feel really good. “I would love
that,” she replied softly.
His smile broadened, and after they deposited their trash, he offered
his hand to her. She took it and they exited the dining hall.
That day of the 18th of January, 1964, was one Lisa would never forget
in her heart of hearts. Michael showed her around the campus to
help her gain some familiarity with it, and it really helped. It
took very little time for her to walk around by herself without feeling
lost, although whenever she was with him, she never felt lost.
She
would meet with him on many occasions, mostly to help each other study,
but also for lunch or dinner, and even breakfast. Sometimes they
would just meet in each other’s dorms to talk. Unfortunately, he
was due to graduate that May,and she tried not to think about it.
They
spent as much time together as possible before that day arrived.
When
it did arrive, she hoped he would never forget about her…
“Does my hair look alright?” Lisa asked her mother as she fixed her cap
upon her head.
Lisa’s mother giggled affectionately at her daughter. She really
could be a funny girl, even unintentionally. “Lisa,
darling, you look beautiful,” she assured her.
Lisa made a face and wrinkled her nose. “Of course you have to say
that, Mum,” she retorted. “I want a real opinion.”
“You look marvelous, alright?” her friend Tricia Hardy broke in,
grinning widely.
“Thank you,” Lisa said smugly.
Tricia giggled and shook her head. Lisa had met her in her
Geophysics lecture only about two months into their first term and they
had become good friends. Now, it was four years later and they were
both
graduating. She couldn’t believe the time had flown by so
fast.
Four years ago, she was a first-year undergraduate, living by herself
in a rather small, drab dorm. Now, she was moving up a bit, as
her
parents were moving out of their old house and into a block of flats,
and
she would continue to live there. Four years ago, she was a bit
uncertain
as to what she wanted to study, although she knew what she was
generally
interested in. Now, she was one hour away from receiving a
bachelor’s
degree in Earth Sciences.
Four years ago, she was a very shy, frightened girl, overwhelmed
with the size of the university, but had met a nice, young man, who
really seemed to care about her and had become very good friends with
him. Now...
A wistful look formed on Lisa’s face and she blinked a few tears.
“Lisa, darling?”
“Lisa, are you okay?”
She turned and saw her mother and Tricia looking at her,
concerned. She then realized how foolish she must have
looked. “Oh, um…yeah, I’m fine,” she said with an air of false
confidence as she brushed a strand of hair back off her shoulder.
She was embarrassed by the way her voice croaked, and she blushed
furiously as she cleared her throat.
“No, you’re not, Lisa,” Tricia insisted as she fixed her cap upon her
head, flattening her teased blonde hair a bit. “What’s wrong?
Please, tell us.”
Lisa sighed heavily. She didn’t think they would understand how
much she missed Michael. She was already very good friends with
him when she first met Tricia, so she was well aware that they were
something of an “item.” When he graduated and assured Lisa that
he would stay in touch with her as well as make sure to attend her
graduation, Tricia had told her not to get her hopes up. She had
been involved with a few older boys herself, and none of them had been
faithful to her after they graduated. In her mind all guys were
alike, making false promises and never intending to keep them.
Lisa refused to believe it, though, and insisted that Michael was not
like other guys. He was genuinely considerate and she knew he
really cared about her.
As time went on, however, she began to wonder if Tricia was
right. He did call her occasionally at first, but as the months
and years wore on, the calls became less frequent. He had
mentioned to Lisa at one point that he had landed a job writing for
television and was going to be very busy. Lisa tried to assure
herself that this was what was keeping him from calling her, but Tricia
would always insist the contrary. Either he didn’t care for her
as much as she thought and forgot all about her, or he had found
happiness with another girl and may even be married now.
On one occasion, Lisa was so upset she became very short with Tricia
and
stopped talking to her for nearly a week. She felt really bad as
the
girl was her very good friend, but she felt that she was almost teasing
her
about Michael’s lack of correspondence…and, quite possibly, she may
have
been right and Lisa just didn’t want to entertain the possibility.
“Alright,” she finally blurted out, her voice wavering slightly.
“I was just thinking about Michael…”
Tricia shook her head. “Tut tut, Lisa what did I tell you?
You haven’t heard from him in ages and I told you not to keep your
hopes up!”
“But he told me he was writing for television! You saw that ‘Do Not
Adjust Your Set’ program he appears in! He’s just busy, that’s
all, Tricia. I wish you would stop trying to dampen my spirits,”
she insisted.
“Lisa…”
“And he promised me he would attend the graduation ceremony!” she
continued.
“But how long ago was that – four years ago? Lisa, please,
stop fooling yourself,” Tricia said to her.
“I’m sorry, Tricia, but I refuse to believe that Michael would lie to
me. I refuse to believe that he won’t show up because he doesn’t
like me anymore and is seeing another girl. I just…” Lisa
shook her head and stopped talking as her eyes began to fill with tears
and she couldn’t find the words to continue. She began to wonder
if Tricia was right, if Michael wasn’t going to show up after all.
Lisa’s mother looked at her sadly before she walked up to her and
pulled her into a hug. “Oh, Lisa darling, it’s alright,” she cooed as
she
rubbed her back in large, circular motions. “Please, darling,
it’s
going to be alright.”
She patted down Lisa’s hair and stepped out of the embrace slightly as
she thought she saw a young man heading over in their direction from a
distance. He wasn’t in a cap and gown, so she was hard-pressed to
identify him. “Shh, it’s okay, darling,” she reassured her one last
time.
“Look, who’s that there?” She pointed to the young man who was about 30
yards away, exiting one of the car parks and heading straight in their
direction.
Lisa sniffled and turned in the direction her mother was
pointing. As the man drew closer, she thought he looked
familiar. She allowed a small ray of hope to enter her heart that
Michael had indeed remembered her graduation. Just in case it was him,
she quickly turned her back to him, pulled out a tissue and began
drying her eyes and blowing her nose. When she turned back
around, he was standing right in front of her.
She needn’t have worried. It was Michael. She looked up at
him with wide eyes and a huge, grateful smile broke out on her
face.
It seemed to amuse him and he chuckled affectionately. “Michael…” she
said, almost breathlessly.
He said not a word, but grabbed her and hugged her tightly. She
felt the tears would return and she sniffled loudly to drive them back.
“Oh, Michael, you’ve come,” she said in nearly a whisper.
He patted her on the back and gave her a kiss on the cheek. As
she stepped out of his embrace, she got a good look at him. He
was wearing a black suit and a tie, and a nice pair of dress
shoes. He looked much like he had the last time she saw him, but
his hair was a
bit longer – including his sideburns – and, it seemed, a bit
wavier. The twinkle in those familiar greenish-grayish eyes
reminded her that he was the same sweet boy who she’d met here four
years ago and had shared
so much time with.
She turned toward Tricia and stuck her tongue out at her playfully,
earning a bewildered look from Michael until she explained the
proverbial hell Tricia had put her through for almost four years.
She introduced Michael to her mother, and kind words were shared until
the ceremony was set to begin.
She and Michael went dancing afterwards, and she thought over and over
again about how lucky she was to have such a loyal, sweet, trustworthy
person for a friend. She had worried more than was healthy that
he had forgotten about her, and all her worrying was for naught.
Lisa smiled to herself as she quickly got ready, preparing to make a
long drive up to Scotland to see her beloved Michael again. It
had been six years – five if their little run-in at the supermarket was
counted – since she had seen him. Now she thought that she
was
just as guilty for forgetting about him. Two years after she
graduated
from Oxford, her grandmother moved in with her. She wasn’t in the
best of health and Lisa took care of her until her death in the summer
of
1972. On top of that, she had gotten a new job at the library and
was
just so preoccupied. Every so often, she would reminisce about
old
times and about the wonderful man she once knew, but they seemed to be
few
and far between.
The whole drive up to Stirling seemed like a blur. She remembered
how nervous she felt as she entered the hotel and asked the old man at
the desk about Michael.
“Is Mister Michael Palin staying here?” she asked in a quiet voice so
as not to excite any of the patrons sitting in the lounge area.
Michael had told her that they had made a name for themselves in Flying
Circus, stage shows, and were now working on a second film. She
didn’t want there to be some stampede of excited fans asking to see him
and his friends.
The man told her he was expecting her and he would be down
shortly. Lisa had a seat on the sofa and nervously picked up a
magazine. She hardly paid much attention to its contents and she
passed the time mostly by staring at the old picture of herself, her
friends and Michael from
her graduation in order to familiarize herself with him again so she
could be sure to recognize him. Of course, this was six years
later and
he was certain to look a bit different, but viewing the picture seemed
better than reading the boring magazine.
She heard someone coming down the stairs, and, from her faraway
position, she caught a glimpse of a young man holding a jacket and
wearing jeans and a sweater. She couldn’t tell if it was Michael
as he was too far
away and she didn’t know if she could recognize him. She became
aware
that she was staring at the chap, so she quickly averted her eyes and
looked
at the floor.
Soon she was aware that he was standing in front of her, and when she
heard him speak her name, she recognized his voice immediately.
She looked up at him and thought she was looking at a whole other
person on first glance. His hair was much longer than it had been
previously, spilling a bit over the collar of his shirt. He no
longer had sideburns, and had thick bangs which framed his
eyebrows. Once she caught a glimpse of those twinkling
greenish-grayish eyes, though, she knew this was Michael.
They had had a wonderful dinner together, and the way they spent
the evening just reaffirmed her belief that he really cared for her,
loved
her even, and she knew her heart belonged to him…
Lisa’s eyes refocused and she became aware that Eric was kissing
her. She didn’t know how long she had been out of it, but she
remembered staring at him helplessly. At some point he must have
grabbed her and made it so that she would willingly lock lips with
him.
As she kissed him, though, every single memory and thought of Michael
rushed forward, as if tapping her on the back to remind her who she
really belonged with. As those last memories from a few days ago
hit her, she began to think clearly and her lips parted from Eric’s.
Eric’s eyes pierced hers once again, but she was finally immune to his
stare. “Eric,” she began, clearing her throat. “I’ve been through
a lot the past few days. Michael and I have reaffirmed our
commitment towards one another, but there have been some roadblocks at
every turn. Every time we’ve tried to be alone, you’ve taken it
upon yourself to try to show me that I belong with you instead of
Michael.”
She took a deep breath as she noticed Eric averting his eyes and
nodding slightly. She couldn’t have been more sure of what she
was
telling him. “And yet, you say that you love me. Well, if you
really
love me, can’t you show it by not trying to compromise my happiness of
being with Michael?” she continued.
Eric drew up the corners of his mouth tensely. He was clearly not
happy with what she was saying.
“I really want to make you understand,” she said as she touched his
arm. “You are a very sweet man. You’re genuinely funny, and
you do seem to care quite a bit for me. But, I don’t think you
understand the depth of my relationship with Michael. I welcome
your friendship, but what I have with Michael is something unique and
cannot be matched. I really, really, hope that you understand
that.” She finished her declaration with a slight, sad
smile as she removed the ring from her finger and placed it in the palm
of his hand.
Eric looked back up at her and met her eyes. He gave her a
sad smile in return. “I suppose I can,” he said resignedly. “I’m
really sorry for what I’ve put you though, Lisa. I understand
now. Mike is lucky to have someone as wonderful as you and he
truly deserves your love. And I would be honored to have your
friendship.”
Lisa’s smile broadened and she leaned over to give him a little
hug. She stepped away from him and glanced at the door. “Um…I
have to get back in there. I just hope Michael doesn’t hate me,”
she said, her voice trembling a bit.
“Naw, I don’t think he hates you,” Eric said, trying to cheer her
up. “I know Mike well and I don’t think he could ever hate
you. You heard what he said before. If anything, it means
he loves you.”
Lisa felt her throat tighten as she nodded. She gave him one last
hug before he headed down the corridor to his room.
Michael sat on the edge of the bed, looking dejectedly at the small box
in his hand. It was a green, felt-covered box, and it contained a
beautiful little ring. The ring featured a diamond surrounded by
two amethysts, Lisa’s birthstone. Michael sniffled to drive the
tears that threatened to surface.
He couldn’t believe what he had just witnessed outside in the
hallway. Eric had given Lisa a ring, and, at least it seemed,
proposed to her as he encroached on his relationship with Lisa once
again. Michael had been pissed off with Eric for what he had done
the other night, but he eventually cut him some slack once he realized
Eric was harmless, probably just acting
out due to the pain of his recent divorce.
He had only heard bits and pieces of their conversation out there, but
he wasn’t totally sure how Lisa felt about him. He knew she
hadn’t been particularly happy with him over the past few days and was
even at the point where she was afraid to run into him.
Nevertheless,
he was worried that Eric might have actually charmed her to the point
where
she was having second thoughts about her relationship with
Michael.
Deep down inside he knew he wasn’t giving her enough credit, and that
she
loved him no matter what. What he saw just before threatened to
nullify
it all, though. He sighed heavily.
He lifted his head slightly as he heard the doorknob turn.
'It must be Lisa, about to tell me that she decided she wants Eric,' he
thought. He berated himself for thinking in such an irrational
way,
but he couldn’t help it.
Lisa entered the room slowly, almost a bit fearfully, as she didn’t
know how he would react. She was sure that he was angry with her
as well when he witnessed her out there with Eric and the ring on her
finger. Why hadn’t she just gotten rid of Eric after he knocked?
This whole thing could have been avoided. She felt like she
wanted to kick herself in the teeth, if such a thing were even possible.
She saw Michael sitting on the end of the bed holding the open box, and
her heart became wrenched. The look on his face was unbearable,
as if he’d lost his best friend. Funny that that seemed to be the
case, especially with the way he was thinking now. She
immediately
averted her eyes, not able to face him. “Michael, I gave him the ring
back,”
she said, her voice tired and nearly emotionless.
Michael didn’t react.
Lisa knew he was angry with her…either angry with her or too upset to
say anything, as he must have gotten the idea that she wanted Eric
instead of him. She slowly advanced toward the bed and sat down
next to
him.
He still didn’t move. She looked down at the box, and when
she saw the dainty diamond ring with the amethysts, her eyes began to
tear. “Michael, please, say something to me,” she pleaded, her voice
wavering.
He turned his head toward her, but still said not a word. The
look he gave her was the result of a mixture of emotions: sadness,
rejection, and even a bit of anger.
Lisa’s tears became steadier as it seemed she would not be able to get
through to him. “Michael, I gave him back the ring. I don’t
mind telling you that he forced himself on me. I was quite angry
that he woke us up this early to force all this on me. At first I
thought he was apologizing for what he’d done. Then he showed me
the ring. And then he admitted that he followed us to Loch Tay
last
night.”
Michael seemed to break his stare momentarily and she saw a bit of
anger flash in his eyes.
“Believe me, I gave him both barrels over that,” she continued.
He seemed to relax visibly upon that assertion.
“You don’t know what I went through out there. Here I knew
that you were the only one I wanted to spend my entire life with, and
here is another person I care for, trying to make me believe that I
would
be better off with him…despite the fact that my heart was telling me
otherwise.”
At that moment, Michael’s eyes became apologetic.
“For a moment I just stared at him and all the memories of all the
moments we’ve shared came flooding back to me. From the moment we
met at Oxford and all the times we shared as students there, the time
you
attended my graduation after I had almost lost hope that I would never
see
you again, and everything else up until we were reunited a few days
ago.
It was like a gentle tap on the back to remind me that I really loved
you,
and no relationship with Eric would ever come close to that. I’m
sorry
if what you saw outside there made you think otherwise. I would
never
do anything to hurt you, Michael,” she finished, her words becoming
choked
off in a sob.
Michael looked at her sadly, put the ring down on the edge of the bed,
and hugged her tightly. “Oh, my darling, you have no idea how good it
feels to hear you say that,” he said, his own voice wavering as if to
fight back tears. He patted down her hair as her sobs became muffled
against his shoulder. He fell out of her embrace and looked at
her lovingly as she sniffled.
She looked down at the box on the other side of him and back up at him.
“What was that you said out there…you already proposed to me?” she
asked slowly, her lips edging up into a faint smile.
Michael blushed somewhat. “Oh…er…I reckon I jumped the gun a bit
there,” he said, giggling sheepishly.
Lisa smiled at him. He reached for the ring and presented it to
her. She accepted it and slid it onto her ring finger, where
it sat comfortably. She began to blink tears once again.
“I suppose you know what I’m going to say,” he said solemnly as his
eyes met hers.
“And I suppose you know what the answer is going to be,” she smiled.
A smile spread across Michael’s face, and he appeared grateful. “Say it
anyway, please,” he said softly.
“Only if you will,” she returned.
Michael chuckled good-naturedly.
“Alright. Lisa, darling, from the moment I first met you, I knew
I never wanted to be with anyone else. I reckon you know how I
feel about you, and I would be the luckiest man alive to have you as my
wife,” he said.
A single tear worked its way down Lisa’s cheek, but it was clearly a
tear of joy. She touched the ring which sat newly on her finger
and sniffled. “Yes,” she said, her voice wavering.
“Er…yes, what?” Michael asked, smiling playfully.
Lisa giggled through her tears and embraced him. “Yes, I will marry
you!” she exclaimed as she hugged his fiercely.
“That’s my girl!” he returned.
After a moment they stepped out of their embraced and looked into each
other’s eyes. “You know one reason why I knew I couldn’t be with Eric?”
she asked him as she looked down at the ring.
Michael looked at her curiously.
“That ring he offered me was so ill-fitting,” she replied jokingly, a
large grin spreading across her face.
Michael began to laugh. “Oh, don’t knock him, Lisa,” he giggled.
“No, seriously!” she said, pulling a sober face. “It’s like a
modern-day version of Cinderella.”
“You know, you’re right,” Michael said thoughtfully before grinning at
her.
“And I’ve got my Prince Charming right here,” she grinned back, hugging
him around the waste.
“Oh, I don’t know about Prince Charming,” Michael said in spite of
himself. “Sir Galahad, maybe, but no Prince Charming.” He
gestured toward his costume, which was hanging up on the wardrobe door.
“Ah, such modesty. I admire that in a man,” she said before
kissing him on the cheek.
Michael looked into her eyes and giggled before they embraced once
more, kissing tenderly.
THE END ...?
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